Tuesday, January 6, 2015

New Year!

Really trying to get pumped up, but I am just out of energy for making resolutions I'll half-heartedly carry out (exercise- I'm looking at you!) And let's face it- I wasn't really going to go on a 100% "clean eating" diet- despite buying some ingredients and printing a few recipes. And while I am back in school I'm probably not going to write a publishable novel. Sigh. I just feel old- like the middle aged mom that I am. Unambitious and worn.


But I think 2015 could be a banner year. Does not caring anymore bring about its own happiness? And there is a lot to look forward to. The big stuff like getting my elementary teaching certification and a teaching job, and having a kindergartner and young women in the fall. And the little things- like the joys of a family YouTube dance party or a sunset winter walk- both of which I accomplished today. Job well done, me.